That I have to make sure I get every single damn note correct when I sing in Patty’s masterclass (Don’t you DARE sing a C instead of a B!!!!!)… or else she’ll give me a motherfucking deficiency notice for voice because “wrong notes are a deal breaker” and say she thinks a few of us might have early onset alzheimers cuz we keep getting things wrong and then she’ll talk about talented Juniors she thinks aren’t improving in your lesson to motivate you to get those notes correct.

FUCKING FUCK I AM TRYING OKAY!?!!!!!!!!!